"Ever forward, but slowly."
--Von Blücher

Friday, October 22, 2010

The Randomness of LIFE.

Today has been...a weird day.

I woke up at 3:00 for my lifeguarding duties and was at the gym an hour later. I cleaned the pool. Checked the chemicals to make sure that people wouldn't get chlorine rashes. And I watched people swim for four hours to make sure that our clubs patrons didn't drown and die. We have all kinds of people swimming there. Well, mostly old. But there are little children taking swim lessons and physical therapy. There are also your average age adults who are working out. Huge aquatic fitness classes. But mostly, I get to converse and spend time with those we call "the elderly." They are the most WONDERFUL people! :) They have spent a lifetime in their own shoes and each is full of their own delightful "isms."

Anyway. Back to the point.

So I was a lifeguard until 9am. At this point I drove home, ate breakfast, chose hymns for Sunday, and took time to get ready for an interview I had with Verizon Wireless. I curled my hair, wore nice clothing and shoes, and just tried to look the best that I could. I was very nervous about the interview but I kept praying, which helped me to stay a little bit calmer.

I got to my interview with a good amount of buffer time. I was definitely nervous, but I found my way to the VZW kiosk and filled out an application while I was waiting for Jim (name changed) to complete another interview.

When I sat down at the interview I was repeatedly asked the same questions over and over. Questions about my work history. Did I know what retail really means? I was then told all of the horrors of retail. Would I give up my entire life for retail? Would I sacrifice everything for this job? Would I be willing to become a slave. Would I be able to stand up to the terrifying customer and make them buy a phone? I am not sure if they were trying to scare me away...but lately I have been repeating the mantra "I am afraid of NOTHING. I fear no man!" So I stood up to him and his questions.

I suppose that I must have a persecution complex because unless people are warm and tender with me, I think that they must hate me!! :P

Anyway. I thought that he was very skeptical of my work history, having gone over and over the same points, and I said to him point blank: "So. I am getting this feeling that you don't like me or that you simply do not approve of my work history. Am I correct in thinking that you will not be calling me back?"

It was really hard to stand up to him like that. To assert myself. It felt uncomfortable and I felt like a hostile person. When he asked me to repeat myself, I wanted to retract what I had said. But I didn't. I modified my statement to be shorter, but I stood firm. I thought I had nothing to lose. (Although, I did feel like a mean person even though I said nothing unkind.

Well. After I had had my little say, the whole tenor of the interview changed. He seemed to have a little more respect for me. He said several times that I would definitely be considered as a candidate. He said that the interview was basically just a face to face meeting and that there would be a follow-up interview.

Lo and behold, just a few hours later I received a call from Jim offering for me to work on Monday morning. I accepted. I probably should have asked a few questions before being so impulsive, but I accepted.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Yanni - One Man´s Dream

A friend recommended "Yanni" to me some time ago, but it took youtube's suggestion to get me to follow through. This is beautiful. It is also highly entertaining as he has a mustache that makes me want to laugh. All I could think of when I saw it was Princess Bride: "ChHello, my name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die."

Seriously, you will love this:

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Balloon Children

Rachel has lately been obsessed with balloons. She is constantly blowing up blue balloon after blue balloon, obviously we don't have a variety pack. Each of these balloons are then brought to me to be tied, which I do on the first try more often then not. :P At this point, the balloons are then ready to be brought to life by Rachel's hand and some obliging markers. Our house is now filled with Mother Balloon, Father Balloon, and their many, many children!! :) I had forgotten how fun it is to play the "keep the balloon off the ground for as long as you can" game. Ah...the simple pleasures of life. Isn't childhood wonderful?

The secret is that such simplicity and enthusiasm and enjoyment in something that seems like "nothing" does not have to end. Why do adults always labor for that which is of no worth? The world is rich and full all around us. Discovery lies not in seeking new landscapes but in seeing with new eyes.

P.S. Don't you just LOVE today's date??

10.20.2010

And if you're European and write day/month/year: 20.10.2010

P.P.S. And yes I do have to give a shout out to water balloons!! :D

P.P.P.S. Yes, Catherine, I will always be jealous that you were in the world's largest water balloon fight. :P

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Fortune Cookies.

Do you know what's so great about fortune cookies?

They tell you EVERYTHING!!

Your fortune, your lucky numbers (which they can sometimes get right), and they even teach you how to speak Chinese word by word.

If you couldn't tell, I have a little bit of superstition in me.

1. It is kind of fun.

2. I like patterns and serendipitous circumstances. I like everything to connect.

3. Fate. Destiny. Purpose. We all have one.

And when you get fortune cookies which speak directly to you...let's just say my two most recent fortunes confirm my "mostly-un-superstitious" status:


Dang it!! I still have to figure things out for myself.

Monday, October 18, 2010

He gave me a fright!!

I was just sitting quietly, reading and commenting on my cousins' blog when a bug came out of nowhere and attacked me!! He flew first at my ear. Then into my hair. And then buzzed around while we both freaked out.

it is the season of the fright--
but DON'T come until
Halloween night.


Costume idea??

...yep. that would show him.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Declaration


Judge all you want of the exterior,
I am concerned with the interior!

Ah, but even with that I do not know
I just ate a bit of plastic
With a snickers on the go..Oh! :O


Thanks for the Smile.

We all have those days when we need a little something. When we can't get out of bed. When we can't bear to face the day and all of its monsters. When a smile or a kind word from a stranger can mean the world.

My smile came not from a person but from a memory. I came across the wonderful drawings that a certain almost-12-year-old-girl had drawn for me last May. Her name is Rachel. She is good friends with our Rachel. She is one of my favorite people. That says it all.

Friday, October 15, 2010

The Day Belongs To The Night From Whence It Flows

Haha!!

I just wanted to throw you off with a really lengthy title! ;P

I think it marvelous how a beautiful a day can result from the most miserable of nights.

Today was such a day.
Thank you world:



Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Precariously Perched

This is how I do the dishes:
I was so proud of getting them this tall...
And they didn't fall!

Daydreaming...

Yep. That's me! ;P


As a lifeguard I sit. A lot.
Do you think I waste this time? I should say not!
In this time my mind tends wander from thing to thing...
I thought I would share with you today's favorite musing:

When it turned 11:11am I thought about how amazing it will be on November 11th at 11:11. And of course I thought about this after I made my wish! Next year, on November 11, 2011 at 11:11 this time will be the Makes-Your-Wish-Come-True TIME OF THE CENTURY. Not until November 11, 2111 will such a day come again.

So prepare your wishes! I know I will be thinking ahead.

Sigh. Wouldn't it be the perfect time to get proposed to, or married on, or any special event or occasion would be memorable. Like being born! Too bad I can't be born again. Being born on 11/11/11 at 11:11 would probably make you the luckiest baby EVER! J

Not unlike Meg from this book:

Read it. Love it. Then wear the necklace that comes with all of Elizabeth Koehler-Pentacoff's lovely books! :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Birthdays

You well may wonder: What do Wanlasses do on their Birthday's??

Answer: They eat cake.
Lizzie and I are kind of obsessed with this cake.
She made Cat's and I made this one for mom.
Does it get better than a cupcake cake?? :D
I think not.

Happy Birthday Catherine and Mommy!!! :D
PS--We didn't actually see the horse.
We saw the movie.
PPS--We did eat the Sees chocolate.
And go to a cupcake restaurant.
And eat sushi.
And have Jamba Juice.
yes...I know you are jealous!
PPPS--We did not consume this all at once,
on the same day,
in the same state,
or with the same people.
PPPPS--I wish we could have.
PPPPPS--I am seriously lacking in pictures.
That's just what happens when you have more life than film.
Or don't remember to take pictures! :/
PPPPPPS--I will one day set the P.S. record.
PPPPPPPS--This looks like my cake! :)


The beginning of October is a busy time for birthdays in the Wanlass household. I write this post on the anniversary of my beloved Aunty Tis’ birthday. She died when I was a young girl but I hold the memories dear.

Memory Lane:

It was with her that I jumped, uh, bellyflopped off of my first really REALLY HIGH dive. We used to go out to dinner at Johnson’s Steak House in ___ Virginia, (consequently, this was not too far from where my beloved diving board was located). I always ordered the same dish when eating at Johnsons. I would get the fried shrimp and vegetables (I will include the fries under the umbrella of my fresher vegetables) for dinner and the most amazing chocolate mousse pie for dessert. I was always SO FULL that I have yet to eat my dessert in the restaurant. We would always wrap it up and bring it to my grandmother’s house. Somehow, with the help of many forks and mouths, my poor little mousse has yet to make it through that first night.

My Aunty Tis loved broaches and she wore multiple rings on every finger. Like all of those women on my mothers side, she was a thorough-bred LADY. Don't misunderstand, my father’s side of the family also has nothing but the most genteel creatures…however, my mothers side just makes such a point of it. They uphold the Southern ideals of Belle's and Gentleman and chivalry. These are all the more vivid to my recollection at the present as I am reading a biography about Robert E. Lee entitled "Call of Duty." These concepts were also a part of General Lee's existence as well.

I am not certain if I would qualify, by the Mayse standards, to enter into Southern Belle society? I am no debutante, although I would LOVE IT! J I...really have to stop this tangent. Memory lane has veer back into the main road or else I will be headed straight for the Atlantic Ocean.

Tangent Over.

So, where was I? October. Check. Birthday month. Check. Aunty 'Tis...and yep. Now I am back on track.

Well, the two girls in my family who get to celebrate a not-so-un-Birthday are not always lucky when it came to the timing of their respective birthday days. The two birthday girls are my mother, who just turned 50! (that's an excited fifty...not a five hundred and one) on October 6th, and my younger sister Catherine, who just turned 19 on October 3rd. You might observe that if Catherine had merely waited a few more days they could have shared birthdays. But I suppose after being a couple weeks late she was finally ready to just come on out! And this first birthday was one where this mother and daughter were able to spend their special days together! Not so a few years later when Catherine was a young girl and we lived with my grandmother for the year. A couple years later and my parents flew to Japan, thus missing both her birthday and few days ago I also celebrated my mother's birthday and a few days before that my younger sister's birthday. Then there was the year of the St. George marathon. And all these missed birthdays added together equals almost nineteen in Catherine's eyes. ;P

I am happy to report that this year I got to spend Catherine's birthday with Catherine and my mother's birthday with Darling Mother Dearest. J

Here is a little bit of how we spent our days:

...I was having picture issues so just look at the top!! :D

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Home Again.

Home is definitely where my heart is! After traveling by bus, by train, by bus again. By car, by plane, all in the rain...it felt so good to spend last night in my own bed! There is such a feeling of peace, of belonging, of "rightness" when you walk into the doors of your own home, your own room. I was overwhelmed by the thought "this is where you I'm supposed to be."

I was in Utah for several reasons: 1. Because it was CATHERINE'S BIRTHDAY!!! :D 2. To go to the General Conference of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. 3. To check out BYU...by dream school!! :) It was a simply wonderful, though exhausting, weekend!! :) I was able to visit with friends, cousins, and a sister. I had the opportunity to go to a fireside given by Stephanie Nielson and was thoroughly inspired by her. There were happy birthday events. A trip to Salt Lake City to see one of the General Conference sessions live....Amazingness!!! And for me personally, it was a great time of spiritual renewal, awakening, a time for some answers. Exhaustingly so.

In taking the tour of BYU, I was led to realize this is a school I will definitely be attending. Not only do I believe that I am intended to go, I want to go. I will finish the application process completing interviews, sending in transcripts, and other necessary steps as soon as I can...however, I am glad that I am not there yet.


I need a little more time. I need a little more healing. I need to save up a little money!!

So, thank you home. I am glad to be back with you. I am glad to be back with my wonderful parents and my younger brother and sister. Thank you messy room for being right where I left you!! :)

Now to recover from my time of exhausting personal discovery!! ;P


P.S. Here is a picture taken of my home-sweet-home in the middle of the night:

P.P.S. The not sleeping at all and laughing more in five days than I have in the past year might have contributed just a little bit to my weariness??

Friday, October 1, 2010

I LOVE EMILY!!!! :D




My dear cousin Emily is one of the funnest girls EVER!!! She is brilliant, beautiful, adventurous, fun, and every sooo funny!! I have had the most wonderful visit staying in her dorm room.

I will give you a sampling of the wonderful conversations that are had here:

Cat: "And so the roommate problems begin."
Emily: "Only when you try to play matchmaker!"

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Cat & Becca: "I am sooooo full!" "We ate four desserts!" :O
Emily: "I am such such a pig!! No wait, I'm pretty sure if I had actually taken a pig with me into the Canon center today it would have eaten healthier than I did."